Sunday, 5 October 2008

always the bright side

It's raining. Sky is gray, ships are just going around on the Thames. Ef is planning trips to eu - he hates it but sometime there is a reason to plan the trips - and he is sure again that plans are useless. ef wants to travel: not just flying around in Europe but taking a bicycle, a bike, a car... and he will do! These stuffs are just dreams now (no car, weather is a shit - no cycling and unfortunately ef should lay on his bed at home because of a f*ing backache), but who cares? Ef KNOWS and UNDERSTANDS what he learned in the past years: if you have a dream - and you really have it, it's in your brain everyday - then you'll realize it for sure! And that is relaxing. And that is the bright side: I don't fcking care what other people are doing: everybody has a life, everybody takes his one. And everybody decides what to do.

I'm taking care of myself and nobody else.

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